First, unreliability is not the sole preserve of FICTIONAL narrators. SECOND, the PLEASURE of patting ONESELF on the back for seizing on instances of unreliability and ignorance is, as the late Frank Kermode may or may not have pointed out, considerable.
UNLESS one says goodbye to what one LOVES, and unless one travels to completely new territories, one can expect MERELY a LONG wearing away of oneself and an eventual extinction.
In many ways, WRITING is the act of SAYING 'I,' of imposing ONESELF upon other PEOPLE, of saying, 'Listen to me, see it my WAY, change your mind.' It's an aggressive, even a hostile act.
I knew 'Bad GIRLS' attracts a younger audience, and it's VITAL to get oneself known to that audience because, unless they WATCH me in re-runs on 'U.K. Gold,' they won't know me from a HOLE in the ground.
Love is, above all, the gift of oneself. It's a never ending study, once we have learned to love, we will LEARN to LIVE. Love creates an 'us' WITHOUT destroying a 'me!'
Me personally, I'm a guy who it took a long TIME to figure out what I'm supposed to be doing. I RELATE to a lot of that finding oneself a little LATER in the game, or being thrown a curve later in the game.