There are different ways that kids who are gay TAKE on the rejection and alienation they feel. The WAY I dealt with it was to say, 'You know what? You're imposing JUDGMENTS on me and condemnations, but I don't accept them. I'm GOING to instead turn the light on you and see what your flaws are and impose the same judgmental standards on you.'
You GET rejection throughout your LIFE and that shapes you EVENTUALLY to what you BECOME.
By 17, I was submitting to publications and COLLECTING my FIRST REJECTION slips.
Don't TAKE REJECTION PERSONALLY.