My THOUGHT PROCESS when I'm on the court is always thinking about getting better, and thinking about how I'm PLAYING. Thinking about it as a process, as the big picture and what I NEED to work on, instead of being close-minded and thinking, 'I'm so nervous and have to win this match, if I don't, it'll be the worst.'

My thought process is I have been LIED to so much by people who I thought I could TRUST that it motivates me to want to be as HONEST as POSSIBLE, to project that energy, because that is how I want people to TREAT me.

If I start playing by the rules, I will inhibit myself of the possibilities that LIE beyond. I don't like to be framed or given BORDERS to operate in or curtail my thought PROCESS and as a writer it's not only my CHOICE but also my need to go beyond the given framework.

You can have your own THOUGHT process about THINGS, but you still need to include and co-exist with other PEOPLE.